Lavenderism

We all know that women are made with sugar, spice, and everything nice. However, there was a time The Rose Bunny during creation confused her sugar with an artificial sweetener she drank in her coffee, and before she realized her mistake, she had created a superficial woman with green hair. The green-haired woman walked out of the cauldron while it leaked a large amount of smoke, but she was also followed by monsters made of deformed gingerbread and candy. They jumped out of the cauldron and followed the green haired woman into the underworld. Her hair was made of mint gum and the smell of mint followed her wherever she went, but she was considered to be malevolent because she did not stop the gingerbread monsters from harming people.

Eventually they walked around the underworld until they arrived at the house of a witch. They tried to play tricks on her, but when she realized the gingerbread men were evil she picked them up and began eating them. She dipped them in coffee, ate them with bread, and she put them into the blender with milk and cream to make smoothies. After a large desert, there were no more evil gingerbread men let to cause problems for the world. The minty woman walked into the forests of hell but when the deer men heard she was a monster, they shot her with arrows until she was dead.

Engrams are basically imprints on your mind from traumatic events that are repeated when something reminds you of it. It is triggered even more strongly when you are in a similar situation, and these aberrations also tend to be acted out by those who suffer from them. The Reactive mind considers the abuser in the situation to be the one more likely to survive, so when these engrams are re-enacted by the people suffering from them, it is almost always as the abuser. This is passed on generationally and the engrams can cause people to become abusers themselves.

This psychological process can also be acted out in entire groups. They say that when a group of people who are oppressed rise up, they can be worse than the oppressor. If a revolution happens, the ruling elites can experience a great fear from the masses they once oppressed. When so many people are caused engrams by a system or by oppression in society and finally get a chance to act out some kind of revenge or violence, the engram will go into overdrive and cause them to finally rise up and fight. However in normal circumstances, people like this choose to succumb to engrams or simply bear them because they know the systems in society will never allow them to win. This however only reinforces the engram and causes it to be acted out more severely when the time comes. We can even apply this to abusive relationships or revenge as well.

Generations of abuse or mistreatment of children are obvious cases of engrams being acted out by the person who suffered them, or even justifying them by claiming they are the correct way of treating family. Justifying engrams being inflicted on us is done to remove blame psychologically from the abuser, because we are dependent on them. This usually happens with parents, governments, or organizations that engage in subtle abuses of their people in some way. Modern people in poverty suffer from engrams because of it, but they see themselves as dependent on the society that inflicted that onto them. Instead of developing the resentment towards the society they logically should have, they assume this is a normal state of being because they believe they are either helpless or unable to resist on a subconscious level. They succumb to engrams because they don’t want to fight. They act it out by defending the systems that caused them engrams, and they avoid dealing with it by upholding an assumption that the engrams inflicted onto them were just.

Once upon a time there was a monarchy in a very poor and impoverished region of the world. Their regime went back for thousands of years, and for thousands of years nothing had been done to improve the lives of the masses. One day, the ruling member of the ruling dynasty put out requests for anyone who could make him a new throne that represented his dynasty and their glory. This caught the attention of the god of the moon who went down to speak with the monarch. He walked by starving children in the street and then into his palace where there was a piano made of solid gold along with other extreme displays of wealth. The god of the moon offered to give the man a throne that accurately represented the glory of his dynasty and of himself as a king, and the monarch was so flattered that he could not help but accept. He went out into the town to spend a few hours to allow construction to finish, and when he came back, he was extremely surprised to see a working toilet where the throne was supposed to be.

Achieving the state of Clear or Operating Thetan is a good accomplishment that benefits you, but if you go through traumatic experiences in such a state you can feel blocked from the full benefits of it temporarily until you do a cleansing or some other ritual to improve your mood or well-being. This is called engram creep. Other influences can work against you such as people devaluing you or social programming or repression from society. These things are temporary and they need to be cleansed with sage or other spiritual methods.

The cure for engram creep is self-care and mindfulness. Our aura has its own immune system that allows injuries to heal over time, and with time memories can end up healing in the same way. An OT or Clear heals engrams a lot faster than the average person, so any traumatic experiences that come after achieving such a state probably won’t have as great of an effect on you as they would on a normal person.

The Unabomber said some very interesting things in his manifesto, even if some are difficult for me to agree with. However, one thing that I’ve noticed before that is articulated well in his writing is the phenomenon of oversocialization. In attempting to research oversocialization and an excessive amount of moral codes and social rules are harmful to people, all I could find was alt-right propaganda that quickly devolved into eugenics and rightist talking points about western liberal leftism and bourgeois feminism that cannot even apply to different ideologies or groups of people. I think it is a major mistake to project oversocialization as being a problem exclusive to certain political groups, because this seems universal or to even happen in different religions, cultures, moral attitudes, philosophies, etc.. Oversocialization is basically an over-commitment towards social expectations, rules, laws, regulations, or even religious beliefs.

When people think of oppressive societies, they think of a dystopian future based on that stupid 1984 book, but they don’t think of the socialization side of oppression. In South Korea you are a social outcast if you do not conform to so many societal ideas about how you should behave. Their suicide rate is extremely high and many people from that society cite extreme conformism as a contributing factor of this. Sharia law or any theocratic legal system is another extreme example of socialization of humans being taken to an extreme. Most people will scream at the top of their lungs that they are mentally free but then still feel guilty for having attractions to certain people or thinking things that contradict the dominant belief systems of their society. People are mentally conditioned so much that they do not even notice it anymore.

Another point that must be made about oversocialization is that it usually comes from some form of idealism. As opposed to socialization which are basic things we should learn like not murdering people or not committing rape to function in society, oversocialization takes socialization to the extreme of what some group in society believes humanity should be like. It also tends to create societies with feudal mindsets where people accept everything their authorities say uncritically or are even afraid to be struck by lightning if they do. Oversocialization is not a friend to anyone who suffers from it, and only an enemy would try and put you in such a mental position.

We are living in a time of hyper spirituality in the world as well as mental and spiritual anomalies. You may have been seeing purple lights or been drawn to the moon or different forms of magic. The reason this is happening is because we are in the era of the moon. Biochar is the god of the moon and subsequently also the god of spirituality and insanity since one can easily become another when a person cannot handle it. This is why many spiritual people have breakdowns becoming insane, and insane people have breakdowns becoming spiritual or religious. Sometimes people hover between both of these states in a single day.

The moon’s era is also affected by The Maiden Made of Light who is his partner in the sky, and his husband The Flowermaker. The Lunisolar era is a time of healing from solar energies and a time of enjoyment from The Flowermaker’s energy. The Flowermaker’s energy makes us want to be social and spend time in recreational activities, but the moon’s energy makes us more solitary by nature which can contradict our ability to do this.

Our world is going through an ascension process that is extreme and that has no comparable period in human history. We are just getting out of a meditative era which was dominated by Nui and pushed people towards meditation and self-introspection. This manifested as isolation and pushing people towards healing, spirituality, and overcoming inner pain and challenges they had. Her husband is the god of war though so these times are not easy at all. The last era prepared us for the current one in this way. It is a good time to work with planetary energies or work with any type of moon deities.

Some days when you are not feeling good you need to take a rest. When you are not feeling well, anything you do is not going to be good.

Class Struggle is the driving force behind all of history. It is the struggle that has been taking place ever since the beginning force of all time and is inherent to our reality. Class Struggle is the basis of socialism, because the two classes that are important for establishing the ideology are the wealthy bourgeoisie and anyone else forced to work for them. However, we can consider many other classes and groups of people to exist in society. Ethnic, religious, political, and even social or cultural groups can be considered classes in society. Even monarchies or other political systems should be seen as having a class of supporters, because no person is a ruler just on their own. All of these systems exist in our minds and through organization by other humans, so no social construct can stop existing if we desire it to go away. There is a class of people somewhere in existence that benefits from anything that exists, even if the benefit is only perceived as feeling superior or forcing their religion on the masses.

Looking at history from this way, we cannot look at the current state of the world and see things as “Just happening because” as many people do. Humans are the masters of our destiny in the modern world, so when a forest is cut down or people are left homeless in the street, it is because a class of people somewhere decided for it to happen. The same can be said for environmental degradation or other economic decisions made in society that harm the masses. Until our social class is unchallenged in terms of power, authority, and ideology, there can be no resistance to the bourgeois regime that oppresses us, brainwashes us with propaganda, or even kills us if we try to change the system.

People continue to believe that we are all free wherever we are, but if we were truly in a free society it would not be so difficult to get basic necessities like food, shelter, work, or education. We also would not be living under rigged elections and fed processed foods with toxic chemicals and copious amounts of sugar. The world we live in is a hell for our people and a playground for the bourgeois landlords and parasites who exploit our labor and deprive us of basic necessities that we need to survive. What they do to us is cruel and deliberate violence. The world is able to feed and house its entire populations many times over but scarcity is deliberately created to control the world’s people. Many class enemies are even shameless enough to admit that scarcity is needed to increase their profits. People continue believing that their reality is all a series of coincidences, rather than a complicated web of consequences determined by struggles between social classes.

For the person who refuses the existence of class struggle and continues to choose idealism, can they ever truly be free mentally, politically, or economically? For the person who knows the truth, can they fight back against the ruling class on their own, with a society that is unwilling or unable to see what is truly going on? For your entire existence you have been bombarded with advertising and propaganda to get you to buy products, buy services, and to love the government, military, and police force that exists to keep you in a cage. You can choose to read the materials discouraged by your government and society to discover the truth, or you can continue on in life with the misguided belief that you are free, living in the open air prison you were born into.

In October, the veil will lower and it will be a lot easier to interact with spirits and ghosts. We should be making preparations now such as cleansing ourselves, our homes, and preparing costumes as well as finding places to spend the holiday. If you live in a neighborhood where the children are slacking and not trick or treating, you might want to find events or other stuff to spend the holiday. If you go to a graveyard on Halloween or any place where the veil is lower, be ready to deal with ghosts or other entities.

When people think about mind control or programming of people’s minds, it usually tends to be about outlandish conspiracies or science fiction ideas like cloning or assassins that are brainwashed to have certain codes or phrases that make them freeze or obey commands. People would be very amused to find underground laboratories with evil scientists, while at the same time completely ignoring the very real and subtle societal programming that is present inside all of us. We hopefully do not have codes to make us freeze all motor functions, but we all tend to believe in social constructs such as currency, modern nation-states and other social rules that complicate our interactions with others. I am not going to create an exhaustive list of everything we believe as a result of social programming because that would take all day, but there are a few things I want to touch on.

First, the society we live in is not normal. We are raised in these places and we can only have one kind of upbringing at once, so whatever we are exposed to from a young age is always going to be normal for us. Before the internet, it would have been extremely difficult to deprogram ourselves from ideologies put onto us because that would require you to meet someone with radical ideas and also for them to trust you enough to share them with you. Now that we have spiritual people as well as philosophers, more and more people are aware of the social programs that limit our minds and alter our perception to whatever supports incumbent ideologies and worldviews.

For example, people in the US tend to be biased against certain other types of people who are demographically different from the majority. Also there are invisible ideologies every person is assumed to accept such as animals being food or the conception of thinner people being more attractive than larger ones (Which historically was inverted). These things are all social programs that so many people do not even realize are limiting their mind and dictating the opinions they have of themselves and others. Especially if you are a person that does not fit into the socially valued ideas that exist.

Living without social programs makes it obvious when someone else has them. You will be speaking with people about subjects and run into statements that obviously come from a form of social programming that is present in society. The most obvious situations where social programming is obvious is with politics, romantic attraction, or on issues related to social justice and human rights. Break down any limits on your mind that do not seem reasonable, and you will be better off and see things a lot more clearly. Always assume that mainstream ideologies exist to mislead you.

The existence of the bourgeoisie social class is one of the injustices of the world but it is so deeply ingrained into the minds of people through social programming that property ownership is inherent to our reality and exists as naturally as nature, trees, or the sun. This is obviously not true and the private ownership of property is inherently problematic and exploitative of the population. When we look at it this way, can we take seriously any attempts of the bourgeoisie to plead for their own innocence or claims of mistreatment from revolutionaries? Especially in cases where property was nationalized in dictatorial regimes such as Bautista’s Cuba or modern liberal regimes such as America and the European Union?

I have personally been confronted by people who were said to have fled these regimes about how their family had their companies taken away by Fidel Castro or that their family was personally broken apart by Mao Zedong. This has led me to wonder, are there any innocent bourgeoisie? In a country like America where the systems are plutocratic and police will swing batons on activists trying to unionize or protest against the regime, it seems very hard to argue for the innocence of those who knowingly benefit at the expense of every other person in society. It would even sound like satire if someone was to attempt such a thing.

In order to unpack why society is conditioned to believe certain things even when those contradict human evolution and behavior for thousands of years, we have to understand social programming. We are socially programmed to live in a capitalist society, so therefore we are trained to think anything that creates money or wealth is inherently morally good and good for the community. All of the ideas that society wants us to have are put into us from a young age before we independently make our own conclusions about the world and develop a worldview. The school system does this but some religious organizations contribute to social programming that supports the status quo. From this point of view, we can understand that the judgments that the higher social classes make about their own positions in society do not come from a deep philosophical analysis or moral judgements. They come from a position of self-interest and social programming which they do not question since they were once in a position to benefit from the ideas of capitalist society. Money messes with the heads of people so deeply that even decades after the masses take back their labor value from them, they continue to desire their old positions.

A Shikigami is a spirit created by a magician to fulfill any specific purpose or spell. Shikigami haunting was originally a spell meant for cursing or baneful actions such as spying or espionage, but you can cast it on yourself with positive intention just for the creation of a spirit companion. Casting this curse on yourself requires care and respect for the process and the deity you are creating.

You will need a caffeinated drink and some surface that can be poured over like a stone tile or a piece of wood. You will also need something like chalk or marker to draw a sigil for your shikigami. For creation of spirits, a basic circle or a circle with an X inside of it is the best way to start, because another one can be channeled later after the creation of your spirit.

Once you draw the sigil on stone or the floor somewhere, pour the caffeinated drink over the sigil. Other drinks work as offerings afterwards, but during the spirit’s creation you must make sure that the shikigami is awake to listen to its programming. Using either caffeinated drinks of even tea or coffee bean powder, pour it onto the sigil. Make sure you say immediately afterwards “You are a shikigami. Welcome to the world.” Do not say they are your shikigami or anything that implies ownership, as this can be perceived as enslavement later on and cause them to attack you. Also avoid any negative remarks as the new being is easy to influence in this state. Even music is not recommended unless you carefully analyze the lyrics for anything resembling negative emotion.

Programming the shikigami is the last part but honestly the most important. The first things the spirit sees or hears will be the basis of its existence. Do not say anything negative or that promotes helplessness. Negative energy at this time will create an evil spirit but this can be prevented by playing frequencies, mantras, or using the energies of another deity to allow it to form. You will begin with an energetic copy but other experiences such as environment and its own free will cause it to develop a more unique being.

Do not play with a shikigami or use them as a weapon because they can kill you, even if they don’t know how to immediately. Especially if you do bad things to them, these spirits have the power to murder people and they can’t go to jail because they are spirits. Do not make evil shikigami or abuse them or you will suffer at their hands.