I know that there are words like this that I struggle with but I don't remember which ones. I can't fathom knowing a word like this, knowing I can't spell it, and just like... being okay with that? Like bro, do what little kids do. Write it down on a piece of paper ten times. Spell it out loud. It takes 3 minutes to permanently commit it to memory. You're gonna let first graders be better at this than you, an adult, with a fully developed brain?