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You will never
Cease to seek validation
Desperation grows
Lower than my lowest lows
Trapped inside
Where I hide
You will never know
You will never ever know
Bitch
Panic sets in
As I envision the abyss I've crept in (Abyss I've crept in)
Don't come back here
Turn away knowing none can go near (None can go near)
Memorize this
Strict warning from a fucking bastard (Fucking bastard)
Misery lives (It lives)
And she will hunt you till it's all that makes sense
Another day, my friend
Into the mirror I descend
Reenact these reactions
Duplicate the appearance of passion
Act up as a weapon of distraction
When deep down my nerves strike up like matches
And I'll never leave this state of mind
I've tried, it's useless (It's useless)
I remain afflicted
I remain afflicted
Forever suspicious
Of anyone that listens
Knowing well I'm nothing worth fixing
My tongue is a shovel
It dug deep
Bringing you to my level
Another day, my friend
Another day I must suffer to pretend
That this shit doesn't kill me
That I'm fine and no lover to misery
My own friends don't visit me
I know why no one ever wants my company
It's all there
My mirror Medusa, my master
My secret, my slave, my captor
From birth through death and forever
I won't let you walk away yet
I take your steps as a fucking threat
My warning is a fucking threat
Panic sets in
As I envision the abyss I've crept in (Abyss I've crept in)
Don't come back here
Turn away knowing none can go near (None can go near)
Memorize this
Strict warning from a fucking bastard (You fucking bastard)
Misery lives (It lives)
And she will hunt you till it's all that makes sense