Flowery

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submitted 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

I already asked about this once but I have an additional episode...

I bump into this guy sometimes, we've made small talk occasionally and he always makes me very nervous. He's nice and all, but when I get home I always burst into tears. It's never happened to me before.

Lately I've noticed him around with this girl who I believe to be his gf, and he'll always turn to look at me from afar and she'll then follow, turning to look at me too. This could be casual, but it's made me uncomfortable cause I was already worried about how I might have come off to him during our previous interactions.

last time I bumped into them, I was trying not to engage with him but I was visibly uncomfortable (at least that's my impression). When I looked at him he was staring at me with a raised eyebrow and, sadly, he seemed even disgusted... I think he saw from my expression that I felt sorry about being weird and he "softened", but I get anxious everytime I know I might bump into him. I really don't understand what's going on with me.

I'm 26 and I used to be shy when a teen but I had outgrown this sort of behaviour, I'm feeling pretty bad about this.