bownage

Hell yeah, slay that rib

Going through the holiday motions until I finally get some time for myself.

I'm making a dessert for dinner at my parents today, gonna try to not address any of the family drama or instigate more of it. Although I'm sure the others wouldn't describe it as drama but rather 'just how we talk to each other'. Anyway, day after will be dinner at my wife's dad which is luckily always comfy and unproblematic.

Then finally time to rest 😴

Tbh there was a certain tipping point (about 15 mins in) where I realised I'd seen enough bizarre shit on screen that I wouldn't be surprised by anything else anymore. After that, I mostly just laughed. Especially the ending was very monty python-esque to me.

Got a lot going on and I'm ready for xmas break. Watched jodorowsky's the holy mountain yesterday, wtf was that lol

Hey this is cool :) time to catch up!

Thank you for the helpful words :)

Went on a lovely little weekend trip with my wife last weekend and we had some serious talks. I realised I've been dishonest with myself about a bunch of things. The common denominator is the fact that I've never really learned to talk to people about things I struggle with. Even though I've been doing fine in life in general, I'm really starting to see the boundaries of what friendships and family connections can be when you're always trying to keep the peace and never bring anything up that could sour the mood (in my mind, anyway).

Something to work on, but it's scary. Maybe I'm more afraid of being rejected than I've been telling myself I am.

Nothing to apologise for tbh, sane people did all they could

Sigh ok :(

Time to sleep, hopefully when I wake up the USA isn't at civil war 🤞

00s

The overwhelming feeling of disappointment and melancholy as you realise you have a finite amount of time left on this earth because people can't be arsed to take responsibility for keeping alive the planet they live on.