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(yes, I already posted on wafrn, I don't care)

pixel render test, kinda like it but want to do high res next time

@furry

#furry #furryart #fursona #dog #blender #lowpoly #gif

My funny side of ADHD is when I always place things at the right place, but I also forget about it

Like, I always go "wow, this is such a logical place for them how could I forget about it". I wonder if there's anyone with similar thing haha

@adhd

~~I wasted 3 HOURS on this fuckin shit because eevee sucks ass~~

Forgor I actually have 3d model of myself

@furry

#furry #furryart #fursona #blender #mastoart

Brooding

@furry

#MemVSMachine #furry #furryart #fursona #dog #robot

What kind of trans masc/men problems should be talked about more?

Hi again, seems like today or yesterday was transmasc visibility day, ironically though I couldn't find any info about it on DuckDuckGO browser.

I know that researches about transmasculine people are almost nonexistent or not so easily accessed on web, especially in Russian spaces, so that's why I have a very little neocities page I and my family run for Russian audience. But we're people too, can get exhausted and run out of ideas, so use this post as an outlet for your frustrations with lack of visibility and maybe I will pick some ideas for articles out of it.

For example, I mentioned lack of information in queer Russian spaces. How many articles about bottom growth (very common thing for those on T) was there in Russian? *None.* Thankfully there are plenty of articles about bottom growth in English, so all we had to do is to translate, but that's still a frustrating fact. None of the Russian trans NGOs tackled it neither, afaik

@ftm

It does feel lonely on fedi as trans guy

Not just as trans guy, but also the one who isn't that much interested in tech (I can learn something for my amateur website, but that's it).

It's also kinda interesting that I used to have even some aversion to learning tech due to family trauma (don't force your own goals on your kids) and misogyny in IT spaces, which makes makes it a bit harder to have joy in learning it (and also it's fucking hard, I need explanations like I'm 5 or I won't understand). Though among my all-transmasc family members I'm still the one most interested in IT, LOL.

And basically that's why I find bluesky more appealing to me lately, simply because I see variety of interests and more transmascs. If I see memes and shitposts in trans communities on fedi, they're oriented mostly to transfems into tech (which I don't mind at all, I'm just not the target audience). Despite all of that, I will continue to actively use fedi at least to be the one who makes some variety here :D

@ftm

We gay 😎

Valentine's day gift for https://www.furaffinity.net/user/majesticcorn2000

@furry

#gay #mlm #transmasc #digitalart #art #furry #furryart #fursona #dog #cat

[CW: misogyny] First experience with misogynistic men

I'd like to post about one time when I somehow passed enough as a guy, even though I didn't bind and overall was dressed more "ambiguously". It was a taxi driver that was talking to me about women being an objects for sex as if I'd relate. I tried to argue, but overall I have learned defensive mechanism to laugh at uncomfortable situations. Friend told me after that situation that men in general don't have to laugh if something others have said sucks ass, because men are more allowed to disagree, so I guess I have to unlearn some stuff to deal with it better.

In general, I hate the fact that the more you pass the more comfortable cis men are with saying disgusting shit about women around you, especially since I did (and still am) go through misogyny. I hope I'll be able to deal with it better in a future.

If you have any tips, I'd be glad to hear, this situation definitely made me use only public transport if possible for a while 😭

@ftm

(Testing posting on lemmy from mastodon)

Hi, look at this goober, he's my furred sona :DD

@furry