me_irl

I did this about 5 years ago. It was like all of my stupid childhood frustrations came out. But it was too much. I made my mam cry. But in the end I think this was for the best. Neither of us have clashed since that day. It's like we both found an understanding from each other and know that in those heated moments we never meant what we said. We're the closest we've ever been nowadays. But thinking about the moments afterwards, consoling my mam to ensure her that she wasn't in fact an awful mother, still makes me feel really bad inside. Even though it made way to a better relationship after it was all done.