The universe didn't force you not to believe in magic. You could have spent your whole life believing magnets are magical stones, that the electromagnetic force is magical energy, and that computer engineers are wizards who conjure spirits from magic. And you could have been 100% factually and scientifically correct.
But you chose to believe that magic is by definition not real, because you didn't want to live in a world of whimsy and wonder. You defined magic as supernatural, in opposition to the natural world. While every scientist knows that nature is just a word for everything that exists. You chose to define magic in a way that it wouldn't exist, denying it through tautology and not through science.
Why did you choose that?
Could be what you describe. But all those things are also hallmarks of a superstitious mind, especially if under duress or long indoctrination.
Not being allowed to question or reconcile things causes internal stress, not being allowed to express certain emotions and thoughts also adds to it. It doesn't help that many of them are radicalised into driving an agenda.
I'm not expecting to live long enough for that kind of drama, so I simply blocked them. If they're abusive, please report them before blocking, they might be dragging all of Lemmy down and not just this thread.