I am disabled. I cook from scratch every day. My kids complain that they live in an ingredient household but they also can cook at 10 and 12 years old.
They just have to start learning to live like we, the actual poor people, have been living all along.
Hey look at it this way. You didn't lose 25 and beyond to booze. I did. Took me to 45 to quit. Fucked up a lot of stuff. You have a lot of life left. Go live it. Stop dwelling on the past.
Still mindblowing every time I see it.