Computer version of dude wincing through the pain, tears in eyes, giving you a thumbs up.
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The "barely got mine and defending it" thing really sticks in other ways too.
When I wanted aid for school "sorry, we ran out. Should have gotten here earlier."
When I wanted to get food stamps "sorry, you don't meet the qualifications on a technicality."
When I finally got Medicaid but couldn't use it "not enough spots for you to be seen, sorry."
Many times the administrators that gave me this news implied it was because too many people asked for it. Being young and stupid (and let's face it, indoctrinated), it made me put the blame on the other people asking for aid. If there were less people that asked for aid, I wouldn't be starving and sick. I thought that I was more worthy of the aid because some people are cheating the system and I deeply resented them.
Fortunately I grew the hell up and pulled my head out of my ass. It's all a distraction we get fed from the news that other needy people are the reason why we suffer. It's so hard to fathom how much the rich actually waste when all we see is our fellow working class folk.
Alt-right indeed.