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I have been to the mental hospital 41 times. My mental health despite seemingly "bad" isn't. I feel happy most of the time but there are just times (in the last 17 years) that I needed it. I once went to the mental hospital when I was 17 just to get out of going to school. (Truth is I was being bullied) But the way I looked at it, it was a vacation. Now I go when I have psychosis. As a person with paranois schizophrenia, bipolar, Borderline personality disorder, general anxiety disorder, dysthymic disorder and insomnia. It is no wonder I believe I am crazy. But they keep reassuring me I am not, nevertheless. I just lost my wife of 15 years, recently. She was my world. We had a happily ever after peachy clean relationship. At least that is what I thought until she left me under the guise of me talking to my family for another two men who were fighting over her (she flirts with them). You're asking was it my mental health. Well, let's ask her: "no, [name redacted] idk how damaged you think you are you are perfect" then the next minute "you talk to your family I am out" she screamed. Her words ricocheted through the corridors of my aching mind. And quieted the voices for a time. So there's that. Sorry for taking up your time. This is unpopular confessions. Is it a confession you think is unique post it here. Please don't substitute this for therapy.

Started out as am odd shape became an odd building. in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 week ago

No I haven't but sounds interesting. Thank you.

Started out as am odd shape became an odd building. in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Thank you .

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Started out as am odd shape became an odd building. (lemmynsfw.com)

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hmmm in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 7 points 1 week ago (1 children)

"Are you guys hiring?"

There is probably a subsection of vampires that use careful sun exposure as tattoos or bodymods in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 week ago

sees a fully tatted vampire

"wow, look at that guy he's gotta just live in the sunlight. Too bad he won't be around much longer"

Old poem I wrote about creativity in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I can't seem to access that one.

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Old poem I wrote about creativity (lemmynsfw.com)

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Why does Google support the Private Rom communities? in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 1 points 2 weeks ago

So much work it must be fun. One day I will be one of those people who has two phones in service at a time for myself but for now let's hope they don't take away sideloading.

Note: never messed with Linux but one day I might, let's see where life takes me.

Why does Google support the Private Rom communities? in c/[email protected]

[–] [email protected] 11 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) (3 children)

I don't think I'd ever quit Android unless they pull a move like, idk, banning sideloading completely.

Be careful what you wish for or say, it might actually happen sooner than not. We are getting closer and closer to an Orwellian society and that technology is already hopping on the bandwagon. If control of the market is what they want but cannot have it they will still use every tactic to improve that agenda. It's hard to notice but it is gradually happening.